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My friend made me feel like absolute shit for venting about heartbreak he caused

2021.11.29 21:26 neidubeoxune My friend made me feel like absolute shit for venting about heartbreak he caused

I was MADLY in love with my childhood crush and still have insane love for this guy. He was hands down my best friend and was up until he found out he had a 2yo son. At that point we drifted because he took on the daddy role full force and built an incredible relationship with his child. Having children myself, I understood this 100% and encouraged it even.
Now, backstory. I knew him my entire life. His family was super close to mine and from 9 years old on, we became inseparable. He lived right up the street so it was like every single day we saw eachother. I was 13 when he first kissed me and it didnt take too long afterwards for me to develop feelings for him, that were already there but now much stronger. He never went further than that. Just stealing random kisses and snuggling, whatever. But through all this, he still remained my best friend. I think I was around 16 when I told him I loved him for the first time and at that point he expressed that he was scared. What would our families think? We were raised as practically family, after all. That and his family are very devoted Christian's and have a certain way of living that is deeply embedded in their children's heads. I respect his family a lot so again, we never pushed it.
But after years of sneaking around and secretly kissing eachother, we ended up at a party and ended up getting drunk and we went all the way. We had danced around it for years and honestly, I think lust just completely took over. I was 19. The next morning he wouldnt even look at me. He silently cried the entire 25 minute drive to my grandmothers to drop me off. It felt like a fucking eternity. And after that, he refused to talk to me at all. He would read my messages but never respond. I begged him to talk to me for months, to tell me what I did wrong and he never did. And at that point I just gave up. I couldnt cry anymore. I had nothing left, you know? During all this a good friend of both of ours told me that she had spoken to him and he told her that he felt he ruined everything and that was why he couldnt talk to me. Because he apparently felt like he fucked everything up because he let it go that far, as if I wasnt a willing participant. And eventually, we did regain contact. Never to see eachother again and never bringing up that night, but still speaking. Soon after is when he found out he had a son.
Now.. I have kids and I've moved on (single but amicable and good friends with my babies dad). I'm not even sure how OR why it got brought up honestly but he reached out the other day and I was a wreck. I have BPD and PTSD from watching my sister die and I honestly was just having one of the worst nights. I was crying to him about it and he was just talking me through it, like old times. But then he made light of the situation and we started talking about old times and we talked about everything, even that night when we went all the way. The first ever time talking about it since it happened. And when we stopped talking, everything was fine. We were laughing, joking around with eachother. He even told me he loved me for the first ever time and said he missed me. I'm so fucking confused how it went from that to all the sudden him getting ahold of me today, 3 days later and saying he wants to forget that conversation ever happened. He says that it has made him "feel like a fucking maggot" and like "everything is his fault" and kept saying he was sorry repeatedly. I apologized and said I was sorry if I brought anything up and if I did, I shouldnt have said anything (because I dont even remember WHO started the conversation about it) and hes like "Hah, yeah definitely fucking not like that. I have enough reasons to hate myself and this just adds to the list." So I just responded with "Yep, sorry. I will forget it ever happened and never mention it again. I'm letting you go, ttyl." And he goes "You did nothing wrong" but he made me feel like I did!
Can anyone please help me work through this? Idk what the fuck I did or how it could have went so horribly 3 days after the fact!
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2021.11.29 21:26 ExtraPotential8421 Clever Inc. Entry Level SWE

Is Clever Inc. on the rise? Their Entry Level posting literally requires a coding assessment done prior to submission which makes this application involving and interesting. Anyone gone through the process?
Levels.fyi mentions them paying 210k???
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2021.11.29 21:26 MaintenanceMikey “Those who want to live, let them fight” -Adolf Hitler [480 x 850]

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2021.11.29 21:26 DoppelFrog Game designer shows up to explain, in detail, why certain design decisions were made.

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2021.11.29 21:26 Bitter-Nurse323 Ok

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2021.11.29 21:26 Shrek_1986 35m Australia looking to [chat] while I work

Always on the look out for new and interesting people or boring people I really don’t mind Anyways dm is open if you wanna chat
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2021.11.29 21:26 BarrackTheLlama Small Island House I created

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2021.11.29 21:26 daimondcrusher_9 Does anyone know how one would go about obtaining a life-sized inflatable shrek statue?

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2021.11.29 21:26 GryffindorGambler Composting Downtown

Anyone know a place close to downtown that accepts compost?
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2021.11.29 21:26 chefboneappletea 25 [M4F] NJ/NY/NYC - Looking for fun, cool person to spend time with

Hello, I am looking for someone who is interested in a relationship with hopes for the future. I am in a place in my life where I finally feel like I can live my life to the fullest I know for sure that includes someone special share it with. I hope to share some of the same interests as well as be able to still appreciate our own ones or even find new ones together.
So a bit about me: I am 5'10, hispanic, and in average shape, always trying to get in better shape though. I am doing well as a mechanical engineer and enjoy math and science. I spend a lot of my free time watching twitch steams and playing games. I play many games but don't stick to many for long. My favorite types are shooters, survival games, and some MOBAs. Honestly there aren't a lot of games I haven't played so if there is something you like, I probably played it and would enjoy it again because I think the company is the most important part of enjoying a game.
I watch a lot of TV shows and movies. I like to find things that are new and good and give them a shot. I end up rewatching my favorite TV shows a lot though and those would be The Office, Community, Mad Men, and The Wire. I also like recommending shows based on what others like and watching stuff together can be very fun.
I have been trying to branch out and try new things since new is always fun. I have been doing some cooking and lots of baking, mostly cookies. Been getting into politics, mostly left leaning. I enjoy all kinds of sports, football and volleyball mostly. Trying to be more active if you've got other ideas that are fun. I am very open minded person.
I am generally sorta shy and not great at talking about myself. I would hope you be somewhat close as I find it easier to get to know someone in person after a little while of chatting online. But I would consider anywhere depending on the connection. Here is a face pic of me https://imgur.com/3g4f1Ki I hope to hear from you soon.
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2021.11.29 21:26 azmillgod Stacked Actors, would love to hear it in Sacramento!

Any chance at all FF will add Stacked Actors to Sacramento setlist?
Is the song length the reason they no longer play it? (rarely play it?)
Would LOVE to hear it next week!! Any suggestions regarding how to possibly have it added? i dont want to create a bunch of drama. I love the song because the feel is very reminiscent of old school (led zep) music, band member solos and introductions....to me just says ROCK AND ROLL. The song is killer and the way it spotlights each musician looks like its a blast to perform. I do realize this might not register with younger fans... still think hearing it live would be freaking incredible and something the crowd would definitely appreciate....and feel fortunate to have been in attendance....
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2021.11.29 21:26 polikuty Was i wrong for looking through texts on my gfs phone between her and her friend

So a few weeks ago I went through my girlfriends phone to see if she was cheating on me. I found flirty texts to a guy that she had drunkenly kissed at a party and so I broke things off. I also went through some texts between her and a mutual friend of ours(though more of her friend than mine). I had heard my ex gf and the mutual friend talking in hushes about some videos/pictures and may have overthought the situation and expected to find videos/pictures of my ex gf the night she kissed that guy. Instead, I found a conversation where the mutual friend and my ex gf were talking about how to pursue the new guy and forming a plan of action.
I then kicked the mutual friend(who was visiting for some nights) out of our house after breaking things off with my ex because I needed space and her presence was kinda annoying me. Days later, i found out that the move was tough on her and sudden, so I apologized for that part and for not talking to her - i told my ex to kick her out but i should have spoken to the mutual friend directly and made sure she was ok to leave. I apologized to the mutual friend with the intent of hushing things out as we are in the same friend group, and i thought that it was all in the past but no.
Anyway, yesterday, I found out that she is still mad at me for "violating her privacy" in going through the messages and tbh I'm mad too bc she says she was my friend but was encouraging my ex gf in her pursuit of the other guy. So should I apologize ?
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2021.11.29 21:26 Background_Fortune12 "Live within your means" is only said by people that live beyond their needs

There's always some imbalance between needs and wants. But it's a cultural, systemic victim blaming scenario to imply their life costs more than what they earn.
This isn't a thesis, more of a shower thought / rebuttal to someone else that I felt important to write down.
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2021.11.29 21:26 Yungmankey1 This hoodie is dope, but I hate the Coca Cola logo, and I don't want to pay $500 for it. I'm thinking about making my own using the Pendleton materials. Would anyone else be interested ? Also what would be a fair price (I'm hand sewing it)? I can probably make it with other patterns too.

This hoodie is dope, but I hate the Coca Cola logo, and I don't want to pay $500 for it. I'm thinking about making my own using the Pendleton materials. Would anyone else be interested ? Also what would be a fair price (I'm hand sewing it)? I can probably make it with other patterns too. submitted by Yungmankey1 to KithNYC [link] [comments]

2021.11.29 21:26 Eyefierer YAMAHA FZ-09 Gas Tank Replacement

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2021.11.29 21:26 bctrader06 $ATER 11-29 SHORTS, SHOWING YOUR LAMDA !!!

$ATER 11-29 SHORTS, SHOWING YOUR LAMDA !!! The routine per usual. HIGHER HIGHS, HIGHER LOWS !! MACD remains in an uptrend. 37% closing range could be better but good to see Retail Bulls showing up to fight.
VPN 12.93 continues to hover near the break out level 20
Hourly shows Bulls continue to accumulate the Short wide spread. Accumulation created the tails of shorted shares consumed. The price range is very tight !! Bulls push towards resistance similar to the prior session. Breaking into the cloud at 5.32 will build momentum.
The tape shows Short dropped the price so that they can cover the the morning hours!! For the remainder of the day, Bulls consumed what the Short sold and this can be seen by the rising signal in the lower window. Price remained in a range while accumulation was taking place due to demand.
HIGHER HIGHS, HIGHER LOWS !! :-) THE TARGET FOR TOMORROW IS THE PRIOR HIGH 5.56 !! https://preview.redd.it/oboyetyzmm281.png?width=1680&format=png&auto=webp&s=d403dcabf00fae726ab398eb319f7ca265d477c5
SHORT, YOUR LAMDA IS SHOWING !!! LOL https://preview.redd.it/0o6nurt6nm281.png?width=315&format=png&auto=webp&s=562dbc2388181d8bbb2fb2d892953cc45134c34b
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2021.11.29 21:26 antoadg123 Street fighter v mod cammy micro bikini

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2021.11.29 21:26 UFoundASHiny_Umbreon Milk

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2021.11.29 21:26 rotterseth Advise for cybersecurity competitions?

Hi everyone! So, I recently participated in the WRCCDC Invitational Game with a group of students from my cybersecurity class and came in at 9th place. We were in the top slot for all but the last hour of the competition, and it turns out the Red Teams had just been taking it easy on everyone until that last hour because it was invitationals and not as serious. They instantly got into everything for all teams and at the end of the competition I was asking the Red Teams in the Discord what we could have done to prevent them gaining access so easily. Essentially the response I got was that there isn't really anything you can do, and if the Red Team wants to get in they are just going to get in. My team are students and we are by no means professionals, but if anyone has any advise on how to at least slow down the Red Team please let me know; every bit of knowledge helps!
Examples of advise I am looking for:
- Links to specific scripts or tools (Open source, free, or free trial without entering a credit card, per competition guidelines) that can do things like scan for backdoors, patch vulnerabilities, etc - Suggestions for other software that can help with monitoring or creating reports
- Any competition specific advise such as if we can change the SSH port from 22 to something less known without the scoring system no longer being able to see that SSH is up
- Literally anything else that you think may help us; We are here to learn.
Thank you!
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2021.11.29 21:26 c_lakey99 Can someone tell me the point of the pink hair girl in ep 8?

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2021.11.29 21:26 ZoolShop Lenovo laptop Cyber Monday deal: Save £830 on this top-of-the-range thinkpad

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2021.11.29 21:26 JusticeForSimpleRick Where do I go from here?

Hi guys,
Graduated from an English law school with a 4.0 GPA and a pretty strong extracurricular resume - won two mooting competitions, had one of my papers published in the school law review; currently working on my NCA exams. My question is where do I go from here?
I have a tiny bit of hands on experience I did for a month prior to going to law school - this is what inspired me to go in the first place.
Should I be interning or looking for a paid position at this point or just finish NCA, bar, and look for an articling position afterwards?
Where do I go from here?
Thanks in advance.
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2021.11.29 21:26 supergarvis New filling !

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2021.11.29 21:26 wagnertamanaha Ministro da Justiça Anderson Torres no Twitter

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2021.11.29 21:26 bigbuzd1 These guys are attempting to eat Surströmming fish, the probably worst smelling fish there is

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